Bee Leaves Choate
Where'd You Go BernadetteBee Branch’s departure from Choate Rosemary Hall is both a withdrawal from a boarding-school life she cannot inhabit and the consequence of a discovery that makes her unwilling to return to it. After a difficult first term, a thick envelope postmarked Seattle gives her a new purpose: she begins making a book from documents about her family, and the resulting confrontation with Elgin Branch turns her return home into a break in their relationship.
A Difficult Start at Choate Rosemary Hall
Bee Branch arrived at Choate Rosemary Hall to considerable enthusiasm. The school placed her in Homestead, described by headmaster Bruce Jessup as one of its more intimate dormitories, and assigned her Sarah Wyatt, a dean’s-list student from New York, as a roommate. But reports from the first week suggested that Bee Branch was not adjusting to boarding-school life. Teachers said she sat at the back of class and did not take notes; Bruce Jessup observed that she brought food back to her room rather than eating in the dining hall with the other students.
The strain became visible in her shared room. Sarah Wyatt asked to move after Bee Branch spent study hours watching Josh Groban perform “O Holy Night” on YouTube. Bruce Jessup hoped the music might offer a way to reach her and sent the chaplain to speak with her. The chaplain found Bee Branch apathetic toward spiritual discussion. These details describe more than a poor academic fit: the school tried several points of entry, but the routines and relationships through which it expected a student to participate did not draw her in.
The Seattle Envelope and the Manuscript
The turning point began with a package in Bee Branch’s mailbox at the student activities center. It was a thick manila envelope without a return address, postmarked Seattle; Bee Branch told Sarah Wyatt that she did not recognize the handwriting. When she opened it, she found a sheaf of documents. Sarah Wyatt later reported that Bee Branch jumped up and down as she read them, an abrupt change from the disengagement that had worried school staff. Bee Branch would not explain the papers, but back in the dorm she stopped watching YouTube and told her roommate she was writing a book based on them.
The next afternoon, while Bee Branch was away, Sarah Wyatt secretly looked at the manuscript. Its contents alarmed her, especially documents marked confidential from the Federal Bureau of Investigation. Bruce Jessup’s account of Sarah Wyatt’s report describes Bee Branch’s project as a narrative connecting a varied family dossier: Federal Bureau of Investigation records concerning surveillance of Bernadette Fox; emails between Elgin Branch and an administrator; handwritten notes exchanged between a woman and her gardener; that woman’s emergency-room bill; correspondence about a disastrous brunch at a Galer Street School fundraiser; an article on Bernadette Fox’s architectural career; and correspondence between Elgin Branch and a psychiatrist. The envelope therefore did not merely interrupt Bee Branch’s school routine. The papers supplied material she was determined to assemble into an account, while raising questions that the adults around her could not dismiss as ordinary homesickness.
The Decision to Withdraw
After consulting Bee Branch’s adviser and dorm mistress, Bruce Jessup wrote to Elgin Branch with their unanimous recommendation that Bee Branch withdraw immediately rather than finish the academic year. His letter recalled the school’s initial excitement at her arrival, then set out the signs that she was failing to thrive and the alarm prompted by Sarah Wyatt’s discovery. He framed taking her home as something Choate Rosemary Hall could do for a student: recognizing that even a gifted child might need to be with family rather than at boarding school. He asked Elgin Branch to come to Wallingford and take his daughter home.
Bee Branch’s own recollection gives the decision a sharper, less reassuring edge. When a teacher summoned her to Bruce Jessup’s office, she turned instinctively toward Sarah Wyatt, who looked down rather than meet her eyes. Bee Branch understood that her roommate had disclosed the manuscript. In the office, Elgin Branch told her it was best that she leave. Bee Branch saw Bruce Jessup and her father repeatedly couching the decision in concern for her and her exceptional abilities, language that made their agreement feel to her like a performance of care rather than an explanation. The arrangement was that she would leave Choate Rosemary Hall and have her credits transferred so she could attend Lakeside School the following year; Bee Branch learned in the same conversation that she had been accepted there.
The Return Home and Its Immediate Cost
Outside the office, beside a bronze bust of Judge Choate, Elgin Branch demanded to see the book. Bee Branch refused, although she showed him the envelope. He asked where it had come from. She said her mother had sent it, but the handwriting was not Bernadette Fox’s, and Elgin Branch recognized the discrepancy. When he asked why Bernadette Fox would send it, Bee Branch answered that her mother wanted her to know the truth. Elgin Branch replied that the only certain thing was that Bee Branch had read material she was too young to understand. Bee Branch’s recollection ends the exchange with her decision that she hated him. The disagreement was not resolved by the school’s plan; the decision to withdraw instead became the setting for a more direct conflict about what Bee Branch had been told and what she was entitled to understand.
The departure also changes the family’s living arrangements. In a letter to Audrey Griffin, Audrey Griffin reports that Elgin Branch withdrew Bee Branch from Choate Rosemary Hall and returned to Seattle with her. He moved back into the Gate Avenue house to be with his daughter, but Bee Branch refused to sleep under the same roof as him and chose Bernadette Fox’s Airstream instead. Audrey Griffin also describes Bee Branch as consumed with hatred and reports that she would not return to Galer Street School or enter Audrey Griffin’s home for their weekly dinners. Those reactions show the reach of the school departure beyond the campus: Bee Branch is home, but her return does not restore the previous family or community routines.
The episode brings two kinds of separation together. Choate Rosemary Hall concludes that Bee Branch should leave because she needs family; yet the family home she returns to is marked by mistrust, and she refuses to share a roof with her father. Meanwhile, the envelope has replaced passive withdrawal with purposeful investigation: Bee Branch is writing, but the documents and her interpretation of them place her in opposition to Elgin Branch. Leaving school is thus not a simple retreat from a failed environment. It is the point at which Bee Branch carries the unanswered family story home and makes her distance from her father explicit.


